Nov 13, 2005 21:18
god im bored outta my mind ive hardly talked to anyone lately ive been really depressed like i want to be left alone but then when i am alone i need some one around i dont know how to explain it i cant stand feeling like this anymore im just so confused about everything i dont feel like i have real friends anymore cept for molly but i hardly get to hang out with her any more n yg sux i dont belong there everyone there is so happy n in love with god but i dont feel that way any more i wish i did but i dont n i dont kno what to do about it i cant talk to fd bc i never see him i dont kno i guess i should just typing n go to bed bc theres nothin else to do n i have no one to talk to