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Amber's birthday was soooo much fun!! We went to MGM, Epcot, and Magic Kingdom and went disney crazy lol. Then I spent the rest of the weekend with my mom which was like insanely fun, go figure lol.
So I get back to school and my happy mood just went BLAH. I turned in all the stuff for my orientation leader thingy but now I'm having second thoughts. I really want to do it because it would be a great expierence and I know I would be really good at it, plus its almost guarenteed that I'll be in a show but being away from tyler for the summer, I dont know how I'm going to handle it. I mean part of what has made being away from him now so bearable (other than the fact that I have no choice) was looking forward to spending the summer with him, being able to see him whenever I wanted and I mean granted being an orientation leader will allow me to go home on the weekends to see him but it's not the same....Imma try and get him down here for Valentine's Day, would be ecstatic but I dont know how well that will work out, I haven't even asked him yet and it sucks cause I can't go home cause the freaking show previews that night *sigh*
Well my group interview for orientation leader is on monday so I guess after that I'll figure this all out....I hope
So I get back to school and my happy mood just went BLAH. I turned in all the stuff for my orientation leader thingy but now I'm having second thoughts. I really want to do it because it would be a great expierence and I know I would be really good at it, plus its almost guarenteed that I'll be in a show but being away from tyler for the summer, I dont know how I'm going to handle it. I mean part of what has made being away from him now so bearable (other than the fact that I have no choice) was looking forward to spending the summer with him, being able to see him whenever I wanted and I mean granted being an orientation leader will allow me to go home on the weekends to see him but it's not the same....Imma try and get him down here for Valentine's Day, would be ecstatic but I dont know how well that will work out, I haven't even asked him yet and it sucks cause I can't go home cause the freaking show previews that night *sigh*
Well my group interview for orientation leader is on monday so I guess after that I'll figure this all out....I hope