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I was thinking of applying for a position as an RA here on campus but if I take it I'd have to stay here over the summer. It would be a really good opportunity for me and it would look great on a resume AND if I stay there's a good chance I could get a part in one of Barry's shows that is actually not going to be crazy but the thing is I don't think I could handle it. The only thing that was keeping me sane was knowing that at the end of the semester I could go home to my friends and to my baby but now I have to choose. One choice is better for one part of my life but the part that I care much much much more for may be ruined....I don't know what I'm going to do, everyone is telling me to take the job....blah this sucks
besides that...well something else happened last night and I'm really worried but my mom tells me to relax and that everything will be ok, I hope she is right...
besides that...well something else happened last night and I'm really worried but my mom tells me to relax and that everything will be ok, I hope she is right...