Life
I've been reading a lot of posts lately from people who miss high school... sort of. I've been in the same boat lately. I'm working full-time for the first time in my life, and I'm already starting to see how monotonous it gets. I love "Photograph"... I know it's a lot of lyrics, but that's kind of how I feel about High School now... I don't miss it, but I'm nostalgic about it. I am a much better, more humble, more attractive person now... and there's no way that can be bad. I'm already starting to regret losing touch with people... but at the same time, I knew that in order to start my own life I needed to just do it on my own because most of my life I relied on other people to make me feel good day to day. Allon left for Israel today, and I'm sitting here wide awake because I never know what to do with myself when I'm alone... it's impossible to fall asleep, but there isn't anything more to do now than there has been for 8 hours. I hate being codependent.