I finally realized what my dream is. I mean, my dream has always been to act, but I didn't know what exactly I wanted to do, as in theatre, film, television... Well now I know:
I want to do musicals.
LOL, it sounds stupid, but seeing Les Mis helped me realize that musicals are my passion. It incorporates everything I love, acting, singing, dancing, and performing for an audience. I know now that this is what I want to do with my life.
Also, I have this list of goals I want to achieve sometime in my life. I've added one more to that: I want to play Eponine in a production of Les Miserables.
So now I know what I need to do: I need to take singing lessons and improve my voice, and I need to marry well because I doubt that a career in musical theatre will provide a very good living... lol. ^_^
My plans for the next few years are:
-start taking singing lessons ASAP
-try out for Show Choir senior year
-compete at the Thespian Convention my senior year in a musical duet doing
A LITTLE FALL OF RAIN
EPONINE
Don't you fret, M'sieur Marius
I don't feel any pain
A little fall of rain
Can hardly hurt me now
You're here, that's all I need to know
And you will keep me safe
And you will keep me close
And rain will make the flowers grow.
MARIUS
But you will live, 'Ponine - dear God above,
If I could heal your wounds with words of love.
EPONINE
Just hold me now, and let it be.
Shelter me, comfort me
MARIUS
You would live a hundred years
If I could show you how
I won't desert you now...
EPONINE
The rain can't hurt me now
This rain will wash away what's past
And you will keep me safe
And you will keep me close
I'll sleep in your embrace at last.
The rain that brings you here
Is Heaven-blessed!
The skies begin to clear
And I'm at rest
A breath away from where you are
I've come home from so far
So don't you fret, M'sieur Marius
I don't feel any pain
A little fall of rain
Can hardly hurt me now
That's all I need to know
And you will keep me safe
And you will keep me close
MARIUS(in counterpoint)
Hush-a-bye, dear Eponine,
You won't feel any pain
A little fall of rain
Can hardly hurt you now
I'm here
I will stay with you
Till you are sleeping
EPONINE
And rain...
MARIUS
And rain...
EPONINE
Will make the flowers...
MARIUS
Will make the flowers... grow...
(She dies. Marius kisses her, then lays her on the ground)
from Les Mis
-audition for a scholarship at the Thespian Con my senior year doing
ON MY OWN
EPONINE:
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home, without a friend,
Without a face to say hello to.
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here.
Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers
I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!
I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.
from Les Mis
-continue taking acting and dancing classes
We'll see what happens as far as college goes...
And, in case you can't tell, Les Mis is my new favorite musical! ^_^