i think its time...

[dramamine29]

alright. so for as long as i can remember, i've never blown up in anybody's face. i don't get mad, and can often let things pass. but, the littlest things stick with me, and hurt for months after. and i can let go of huge brawls

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[anonymous]

eey lauren. yes, as you said, we dont talk behind you rback.. blah, thats not the issue. so its obviously as you vigerously stated that you cant stop thinking about how you look, which i think to some extent everyone has. i know i do, but as someone who's never worn the nicest clothes, i can get away with wearing a sweatshirt everyday. i think for you to feel better theres a serious hurdle to get over that is being entirely content with who and what you are. hah its no reason old people let their stomachs hang out - they've made the same discovery. it doesn't matter if your fat or not, it doesn't matter if you have a double chin. what matters is that you'd be able to truly subdue those thoughts and concentrate on whats truly important; what matters in friends and love and anything else you'll encounter - being insanely content with who you are.
Now, if it mattered, i'd truefully tell you that your the beautifulest weight i can find - but that doesn't matter. i'd love you no matter what; you could be anywhere from two to three hundred pounds; but as long as you've made that one important discovery, thats what people will notice and come to love dearly

~Much love, Dylan