Apr 26, 2009 23:51
New year, new stuff. Finally found a place to live. I'm starting to fit in better at work (even if it's not the best job). I'm making new friends and getting closer to former ones. Still single, still hating it. I guess things aren't too bad. Not great. But it's not the end of the world. I usually feel like it is. I don't think of myself as that dramatic and high maintenance, but maybe I am? I don't know. I guess everyone is walking around, trying to figure it out. I know I am. At times it makes me feel desperate. Sorry there are so many typos here. I'd be much better off if I just went to sleep. Yeah...If I lie here long enough, I will. I don't really want to though. I want to feel productive. Midnight is the wrong time to think that though...especially when you have to fight traffic the next morning.