Illegitimate love children...whooie.
yestarday was quite a fun time. I saw a lot of people and talked to a lot of people and it was all really exciting. My day started with showering...yeah, I guess that would be a good thing. Then I met Becki Haggard for lunch. Quite random indeed, but she was home from USC for the week, so I thought it would be nice if I got to see her. We went to applebee's and talked about all kinds of things, and talked about college and such. We had this really creepy waiter that wanted my junk. Ew. it was nice to see her though.
After lunch I went and picked up Brian. Well I called him and told him I was close, so I would pick him up. Huzah for cornering people. We then went to erin's. We watched this Arthur episode that totally ripped off a Hey Arnold episode. it made me laugh, well only because Brian was about to explode because of it. After that Zachary showed up and we just left. we went to my bank so I could cash a check, and Erin talked to the Victoria Secret place so she could schedule her interview there. We then went to 90's mall...other wise known as Superstition Springs mall. We walked around there...then had issues with deciding where we would eat dinner. But we went and had TB. I bought erin and brian dinner because I had a little extra money to do that...and since this was there week to be home, I wanted to make it nice for them.
*****PATHETIC MISERABLE DRAMA HERE******
Me and Brian went to my house to make signs for the kids since they were coming home from London. The signs were entertaining just for Brian's artistic talent. We picked up erin and drove to the aueropuerto. I love the airport, or rather I like going to places. we get there and it looks like Lee's family is the only one there...which was funny. The Bowdrens'showed up right before the plane landed. Huurah for seeing kids! They told us their tales of the English Country and then they were gone home.
Our night was far from over there. Melissa had called me right before we got to the airport and I told her that I would call her after. So we did, and went to Melissa's house. Michelle was there. I love those girls more than I love my own penis. Haha...but I love them both. We sat around and talked, Ryan showed up for a little bit. Then, Matt called me and we talked for a small amount of time. Then landon called me and we talked for a little bit. I fell asleep and they woke me up when it was time to go.
A good night and day indeed. I am hoping for another as well, which I am sure will happen. I am going to get brian in a little while, and I dunno what will be going on from there. I want to pick up my room a little bit as well today.
I love long journal entries. Yeah.
Matt could quite possibly be coming to passover. I am asking tomorrow if it would be okay if he were able to come. He is a friend who is Jewish as well and it would be nice if he could come. Also after talking to him last night, he could use something like this and could use a good friend. I am really worried about the kid because ever since we did break up he has been on an interesting path. he has been making some extremely bad choices. I worry about him a lot because he is someone that I deeply care for.
On another note, I totally came out to my mother. We had dinner and one thing led to another and I was finally able to be completely honest with my mother. It felt extremely good to be able to do that. Even though she already knew I think it did a lot of good to hear it from me. She was upset with herself because she think she did it to me, but I had to assure her that in no way at all it was her fault and that being gay is only a small portion of my life. I am so much more than just a gay kid. I think as time progresses things will get easier. If Matt were to come to Passover, that could be a very good step.
Ok, well I am now done here.
After lunch I went and picked up Brian. Well I called him and told him I was close, so I would pick him up. Huzah for cornering people. We then went to erin's. We watched this Arthur episode that totally ripped off a Hey Arnold episode. it made me laugh, well only because Brian was about to explode because of it. After that Zachary showed up and we just left. we went to my bank so I could cash a check, and Erin talked to the Victoria Secret place so she could schedule her interview there. We then went to 90's mall...other wise known as Superstition Springs mall. We walked around there...then had issues with deciding where we would eat dinner. But we went and had TB. I bought erin and brian dinner because I had a little extra money to do that...and since this was there week to be home, I wanted to make it nice for them.
*****PATHETIC MISERABLE DRAMA HERE******
Me and Brian went to my house to make signs for the kids since they were coming home from London. The signs were entertaining just for Brian's artistic talent. We picked up erin and drove to the aueropuerto. I love the airport, or rather I like going to places. we get there and it looks like Lee's family is the only one there...which was funny. The Bowdrens'showed up right before the plane landed. Huurah for seeing kids! They told us their tales of the English Country and then they were gone home.
Our night was far from over there. Melissa had called me right before we got to the airport and I told her that I would call her after. So we did, and went to Melissa's house. Michelle was there. I love those girls more than I love my own penis. Haha...but I love them both. We sat around and talked, Ryan showed up for a little bit. Then, Matt called me and we talked for a small amount of time. Then landon called me and we talked for a little bit. I fell asleep and they woke me up when it was time to go.
A good night and day indeed. I am hoping for another as well, which I am sure will happen. I am going to get brian in a little while, and I dunno what will be going on from there. I want to pick up my room a little bit as well today.
I love long journal entries. Yeah.
Matt could quite possibly be coming to passover. I am asking tomorrow if it would be okay if he were able to come. He is a friend who is Jewish as well and it would be nice if he could come. Also after talking to him last night, he could use something like this and could use a good friend. I am really worried about the kid because ever since we did break up he has been on an interesting path. he has been making some extremely bad choices. I worry about him a lot because he is someone that I deeply care for.
On another note, I totally came out to my mother. We had dinner and one thing led to another and I was finally able to be completely honest with my mother. It felt extremely good to be able to do that. Even though she already knew I think it did a lot of good to hear it from me. She was upset with herself because she think she did it to me, but I had to assure her that in no way at all it was her fault and that being gay is only a small portion of my life. I am so much more than just a gay kid. I think as time progresses things will get easier. If Matt were to come to Passover, that could be a very good step.
Ok, well I am now done here.