Je ne sais pas pourquoi, mais je sais que je ne suis pas contente maintenant ( Read more... )

it's been quite a long time since i was walking along, made eye contact with a random stranger (a cute one of the opposite sex who happens to be around my age), maintained contact, and then of course nothing but me walking away just driven crazy wondering about him... it's been a while since anyone has intrigued me that way... mmm.

he is a bad, bad idea. like, awful. no good. stop having a crush on him. it will only lead to TROUBLE.

but he makes me smile...

it's just cause it's a really big change, right? that's why i'm panicking and worrying so much. it's really just nothing. it'll be different. but that doesn't mean i should worry. before there was nothing for me to worry about and now it's not even for sure. i need to calm down and relax. i guess i worry that he won't be okay. A LOT. if you ever ( Read more... )

it's interesting how doing something good loses you what you really want sometimes... but if it's a fleeting desire, is that better in the end?

i don't know why i trust you, but i do, yes i do.

WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CALL AND INVITE ME IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE AN ASSHOLE?

so close i could almost taste it. i like things like that. the alllllmost. and so it was. and damn, it was good... mmmmm.

is it bad if the boy who cheated on me called and invited me to a party, where the girl he cheated on me with, his current girlfriend, will undoubtedly be there, and i still want to go?

go see the new 'pirates' movie. it was wonderful ( Read more... )

the plus side of knowing tons of people is knowing tons of great amazing wonderful human beings and always having a full social calendar.

the down side is having to choose between those wonderful people...