I know that's what you WANT to do right now, but don't. I know you feel like you screw up everything and that you can do nothing right, i know the feeling quite well actually. And maybe you do "screw" some things up. We all do. But that doesn't mean all that goes wrong in your life is YOUR fault. Look, there will come a time when things don't go wrong, when you won't feel so all alone, when you do find a place where you belong and when you don't feel like all is your fault. I swear to you there will. But right now, especially in high school and with all that seems to go wrong in this time, life is just going to suck. I know this isn't what you want to hear, but it'll be ok. Go ahead and scream into your pillow, cry hard, that's ok. Take a walk and take some deep breaths. But don't run, it'll all turn out in the end. I know that this is just sounding too cliche right now, but in some ways it's true and it works to start to think this way. Trust me, I have to to make it through a day. I love you and i'm always here for you to vent to and to come to when you need to cry and to hold the pillow in front of your mouth while you scream bloody murder. (Yes that sounds like i'm going to suffocate you but i didn't intend it to sound that way.) So *hug* hopefully you'll find the ring and if you don't well.....suck. -Jessica
-Jessica
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