I wanna find something I wanted all along...somewhere I belong...
Okay, so all I ever seem to do is screw up. I can never seem to do anything right, everything to them is wrong.
I know it was my fault that I lost my ring, but it was a honest mistake. I thought it was still in my camera bag and now it's gone. I didn't take it out of there. And I just called Dana's house and had Mac check and see if it was there, but it's not. Man I'm so fucking screwed. That is like $465 down the drain. Where in the hell could it be?
Why does everything have to go wrong in my life? Why? Why must I always be sick in some type of way? Why do I have to even be here? What is the point of me? I don't even think I have one. God, screw this.
Easier To Run-Linkin Park
[Chorus]
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
something has been taken from deep inside of me
the secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show, they never go away
like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(if I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
[Chorus]
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
and never moving forward so there'd never be a past
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(if I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(if I could change I would tak back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending I don't feel misplaced
it's so much simpler then change
[Chorus]
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
it's easier to run
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made)
it's easier to go
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retreace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
That's what I want to do, I want to runaway. I want to run somewhere until I can run no more. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to be done with all of this. Bye.
I know it was my fault that I lost my ring, but it was a honest mistake. I thought it was still in my camera bag and now it's gone. I didn't take it out of there. And I just called Dana's house and had Mac check and see if it was there, but it's not. Man I'm so fucking screwed. That is like $465 down the drain. Where in the hell could it be?
Why does everything have to go wrong in my life? Why? Why must I always be sick in some type of way? Why do I have to even be here? What is the point of me? I don't even think I have one. God, screw this.
Easier To Run-Linkin Park
[Chorus]
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
something has been taken from deep inside of me
the secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show, they never go away
like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(if I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
[Chorus]
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
and never moving forward so there'd never be a past
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(if I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(if I could change I would tak back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending I don't feel misplaced
it's so much simpler then change
[Chorus]
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
it's easier to run
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retrace every wrong move that I made)
it's easier to go
(if I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(retreace every wrong move that I made I would)
(if I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
That's what I want to do, I want to runaway. I want to run somewhere until I can run no more. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to be done with all of this. Bye.