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so its not enough that both of my parents are riding my ass cause i got bad grades, ok, fine, i fucked up, i deserve it, but fucking back off already... my mother, who never even fucking WENT to college, is acting like an all knowing god about how if i was serious about marine arch then why didnt i give enough of a shit to do good... she stood there for 20 minutes, thats 20 minutes people, and told me what a failure i am, and why i should just not go back to school cause i obviously cant pull up my gpa, and that i should really start to think about what i am going to do now because NO grad school is going to accept me with the shity gpa i have now... i just sat there.... its the same thing every time... im so damn tired of it... i fucked up, i know, just fucking let it rest... at least i didnt cry until she left... and now, cause im just sittin here with tears rolling down my face, i think im gonna go back to bed... at least ill be more comfortable there.