May 11, 2009 07:12
This song is pretty sad. I'm not feeling sad right now, but I feel like this song a lot...well every now and then, when I think about something in the past that isn't in the present.
"Where once was light
now darkness falls
Where once was love,
love is no more.
Don't say, goodbye...
Don't say, I didn't try...
These tears we cry, are falling rare!
for all the lies you told us, the hurt, the blare.
And we will weep, to be soo alone.
We are lost, we can never go home.
So in the end, I'll be, what I will be.
No loyal friend was ever there for me.
Now we say, goodbye.
We say, you didn't try.
These tears you cry, have come to lay!
Take back the lies, the hurt, the blare.
And you will weep, when you face the end alone.
You are lost, you can never go home.
You are lost, you can never, go home."
I'm laying in bed, flipping through all the photos in the "My Photos" folder. There are mostly pictures of my family, my whole family. There are also pictures of my past 3D animations, Cody, Sable, Jamie, Sasha, and LOL images. I even found an image of Raynbow I had stashed away in the "icons" folder. It's fun, in a sort of crude way. Flipping through the images, never knowing what I'll get, what emotion each press of the "next" button will bring. Sort of like life, eh?
The pain is subsiding. All that would pain me last semester is starting to die down. And that's partially because of time, partially because I learned to put a lid on it. Just because I feel sad doesn't mean I have to be sad. Duh.
Oh a quote I thought of and want to share.
"It is foolish to think that not changing one's habits will prevent one from changing."
This kind of sucks, because I have no internet connection here. So I'm typing this on my computer in "WordPad" and will transfer it to my phone when I'm done, and then copy paste it into a livejournal entry and send it. This better work!!!!
I've met two highschool friends so far. Well three, if you can't DC whizzing by on Stetson Hills Rd. And calling my name from the car window. That was interesting. It's strange, because I saw Brittany and Alan, and they are shunning each other. So I can't tell one about the other. Meh. I meet Bear on friday, it should be Shaweet. I don't think I'm ready for a whole summer of this though.
My heart remembers what it's like to receive love again. It is in one piece again. Thank you, Peace.
Dragoshi