My Birthday
is next Sunday.
i will probably spend it alone, with no gifts, or anything from anyone. it's okay, i should be used to it by now.
i will try not to feel too sorry for myself and drink myself under the table as a result. ill try to just "wake up and go get the world", work on my business, go to the gym, etc., feel calm and peaceful in how invisible and unworthy i feel.
i know no one cares.