Reflection I guess
looking back I'm seeing that mabe, just mabe, I am a little bit over dramatic, but then again, as someone as school put it, your livejournal is where you share your most extreme feelings and thoughts. this is so true, if i felt the way i did when i wrote some of those all the time, i would die from stress overload. but then again since some people only know me thru this, i guess they can think im a silly psycho slut with an additude, and you know what, that is so fine with me...
today was sorta a bad day for us, and by us i mean Kenshy. last evening server went down to upload the stuff for the soulstones to be active, when server came back up, his best mare and new rune beetle were still fighting on his rooftop... they went wild sometime close to nightly server down and he lost them forever. to make things worse, he was trying to get a new runebeetle and he lost power at his house irl, he said he lost 2 million worth of stuff from his body. this is why i wish i lived somewhere where i could actually meet some of these guys, every time i talk to him and he's mad, it sounds like he needs a hug. and you may disagree but positive human contact can be the best healing for everything. plus it would make me feel better, being wrapped up in any guys' arms always feels good.
enough sad thoughts...
I have decided that my day needs a theme song... today's theme should be Home by 3 Days Grace
I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
I’m better off alone
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
I'm not gonna say who this is for or about, they know who they are and I'm pretty sure they wont read this...
and for all of you assuming you know who it is, just know that my home has never been a physical place.
ok im gonna go hunting with Sean, cuz he loves me
I love you Kenshy
*kisses*
~Kendra~
today was sorta a bad day for us, and by us i mean Kenshy. last evening server went down to upload the stuff for the soulstones to be active, when server came back up, his best mare and new rune beetle were still fighting on his rooftop... they went wild sometime close to nightly server down and he lost them forever. to make things worse, he was trying to get a new runebeetle and he lost power at his house irl, he said he lost 2 million worth of stuff from his body. this is why i wish i lived somewhere where i could actually meet some of these guys, every time i talk to him and he's mad, it sounds like he needs a hug. and you may disagree but positive human contact can be the best healing for everything. plus it would make me feel better, being wrapped up in any guys' arms always feels good.
enough sad thoughts...
I have decided that my day needs a theme song... today's theme should be Home by 3 Days Grace
I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
I’m better off alone
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
I'm not gonna say who this is for or about, they know who they are and I'm pretty sure they wont read this...
and for all of you assuming you know who it is, just know that my home has never been a physical place.
ok im gonna go hunting with Sean, cuz he loves me
I love you Kenshy
*kisses*
~Kendra~