Oy...
I don't know why, but today felt very.. long. I guess I got up earlier than I had planned to, and that threw the whole day off.
This evening I received a comment that seemed rather harsh from someone who I would not have expected it from, stemming from something that seemed relatively insignificant. It rather offended me.
I.. don't get offended easily. I don't know. Maybe I'm crediting myself with too much, but I think I'm usually a fairly patient person, at least on most subjects, and, really, I don't think I take things personally very often.
At any rate, that, combined with a buildup of recent events, really put me in a pretty bad mood for most of the rest of the evening.
To Astrid in particular: Sorry if I snapped at you at all, or was a 'Mr.-Grumpy-Pants' in general. I didn't mean to ruin your evening.. It's just.. I don't know. I've been under a fair bit of stress about work, my boss is pretty openly skeptical about my ability to do what they want me to do, and at this point, I'm not positive I disagree with him, and then there was that stuff tonight, you know.. I don't know, that got to me, for some reason. Those things, combined with not quite enough sleep over the past.. Oy. Anyways, this wasn't meant to be an excuse.
Sorry about being not the coolest tonight.
Anyways, I've sent an email to the previously mentioned person, trying to be a little diplomatic and all that, you know. We'll see how things go.
And, I mean, the evening wasn't entirely terrible, either. Andrea always manages to put me in a good mood.
Oy! Don't you all go misinterpreting what I just said! I can't think of any non-misinterpretable way of saying it, ok? I don't mean anything twisted by that, I just mean that being around her and her being her makes me happy, ok? -.- I know what you're thinking..
Anyways!
Eh, I guess I don't have too much more to say right now, and I really ought to try and sleep, as I need to get up too early tomorrow morning.
Sorry if entry twenty here was too angsty sounding or something, I'll try and make the next one a little more cheerful.
Goodnight, all.
~Sleet
This evening I received a comment that seemed rather harsh from someone who I would not have expected it from, stemming from something that seemed relatively insignificant. It rather offended me.
I.. don't get offended easily. I don't know. Maybe I'm crediting myself with too much, but I think I'm usually a fairly patient person, at least on most subjects, and, really, I don't think I take things personally very often.
At any rate, that, combined with a buildup of recent events, really put me in a pretty bad mood for most of the rest of the evening.
To Astrid in particular: Sorry if I snapped at you at all, or was a 'Mr.-Grumpy-Pants' in general. I didn't mean to ruin your evening.. It's just.. I don't know. I've been under a fair bit of stress about work, my boss is pretty openly skeptical about my ability to do what they want me to do, and at this point, I'm not positive I disagree with him, and then there was that stuff tonight, you know.. I don't know, that got to me, for some reason. Those things, combined with not quite enough sleep over the past.. Oy. Anyways, this wasn't meant to be an excuse.
Sorry about being not the coolest tonight.
Anyways, I've sent an email to the previously mentioned person, trying to be a little diplomatic and all that, you know. We'll see how things go.
And, I mean, the evening wasn't entirely terrible, either. Andrea always manages to put me in a good mood.
Oy! Don't you all go misinterpreting what I just said! I can't think of any non-misinterpretable way of saying it, ok? I don't mean anything twisted by that, I just mean that being around her and her being her makes me happy, ok? -.- I know what you're thinking..
Anyways!
Eh, I guess I don't have too much more to say right now, and I really ought to try and sleep, as I need to get up too early tomorrow morning.
Sorry if entry twenty here was too angsty sounding or something, I'll try and make the next one a little more cheerful.
Goodnight, all.
~Sleet