Blood on the Walls
I’m taking a break, and I’m going to go get some ice cream here in a minuet, though I think that is probably the last thing my stomach wants in it right now, but as it doesn’t seem to want anything else in it either its just going to have to put up with it.
Now the reason I’m taking a break from paper work right now (I’m at work in case you didn’t guess) is because if I don’t I’m going to kill everyone here, everyone coming in and everyone I see until I finally give up and kill myself which will be after I write all over all of these fine walls with the blood of my victims the same thing I wrote all over the desk top and note book tonight… “DO NOT CHANGE THE PREVIOUSE DAYS BALANCE!” I was tempted to add “if you do I will fix it by writing the correct number in the blood of your still beating heart.” But I though that was going a bit far… though as I’ve made my 4th FOURTH fix tonight I’m starting to regret not mentioning it. Because who gets in trouble and ‘talked to’ by Carlos (who was the one to make all of the mistakes yesterday and I’m sure all of them today) if the paper work is wrong?... hmmm anyone? Dose anyone have a guess??? ME I do I get in trouble and talked to about ‘being more careful’ well I am careful I write down what I have, that is what my paperwork should consist of that is what everyone’s is but SOMEONE keeps changing what we have and messing everything up.
But you know what I’m not going to have to put up with it that much longer, Vinny is coming back and I’m leaving in a few months, in a few weeks to Canada, and in a few months to New Jersey and the Coast Guard. Yep its official (in my mind at least) I’m leaving, I just need the ASVAB and the physical then the back ground check then I’m fucking gone bitches! I’m only staying long enough now so I can go on this Canada trip and spend more time with John before I am separated from him for years… I don’t know how many but 2+… not that it really maters right now anyway…
Well it dose mater it will be worries without him at all I know but right now I’m feeling like it doesn’t mater anyway. I’m closer to him when I’m further away anyway… I have to go to my mom’s house and get on wow so I can spend some time with him. Sure we went to San Diego the other day and it was GREAT! But if I want to see him wile we are in Yuma we have to go somewhere just the two of us and that causes questions he has to put up with (I don’t care anymore) and I’m not comfortable in that house, not to mention everyone spends all there time in his and Brandon’s room which means I can’t really be in there so I’m either in my room or I leave to moms and talk to him on line when he was just a few feet away before… I miss him and I’m not even gone yet…
Well I’m going to go get some ice cream…
Now the reason I’m taking a break from paper work right now (I’m at work in case you didn’t guess) is because if I don’t I’m going to kill everyone here, everyone coming in and everyone I see until I finally give up and kill myself which will be after I write all over all of these fine walls with the blood of my victims the same thing I wrote all over the desk top and note book tonight… “DO NOT CHANGE THE PREVIOUSE DAYS BALANCE!” I was tempted to add “if you do I will fix it by writing the correct number in the blood of your still beating heart.” But I though that was going a bit far… though as I’ve made my 4th FOURTH fix tonight I’m starting to regret not mentioning it. Because who gets in trouble and ‘talked to’ by Carlos (who was the one to make all of the mistakes yesterday and I’m sure all of them today) if the paper work is wrong?... hmmm anyone? Dose anyone have a guess??? ME I do I get in trouble and talked to about ‘being more careful’ well I am careful I write down what I have, that is what my paperwork should consist of that is what everyone’s is but SOMEONE keeps changing what we have and messing everything up.
But you know what I’m not going to have to put up with it that much longer, Vinny is coming back and I’m leaving in a few months, in a few weeks to Canada, and in a few months to New Jersey and the Coast Guard. Yep its official (in my mind at least) I’m leaving, I just need the ASVAB and the physical then the back ground check then I’m fucking gone bitches! I’m only staying long enough now so I can go on this Canada trip and spend more time with John before I am separated from him for years… I don’t know how many but 2+… not that it really maters right now anyway…
Well it dose mater it will be worries without him at all I know but right now I’m feeling like it doesn’t mater anyway. I’m closer to him when I’m further away anyway… I have to go to my mom’s house and get on wow so I can spend some time with him. Sure we went to San Diego the other day and it was GREAT! But if I want to see him wile we are in Yuma we have to go somewhere just the two of us and that causes questions he has to put up with (I don’t care anymore) and I’m not comfortable in that house, not to mention everyone spends all there time in his and Brandon’s room which means I can’t really be in there so I’m either in my room or I leave to moms and talk to him on line when he was just a few feet away before… I miss him and I’m not even gone yet…
Well I’m going to go get some ice cream…