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It's sometimes hard, remembering that I'm only sixteen. I know there are a lot of magic users who alter their appearance to look younger or slow their aging process, but I am literally only sixteen. I was born sixteen years ago.
But I'm the only one who feels like it was a thousand years ago, because, after I smashed the stone, I'm the only one who remembered every time loop that passed. One thousand years of watching my friends get killed by that damned Archmage. One thousand years of screwing up, doomed to repeat my mistakes until I was powerful enough to match skill with Calvaros and break the Philosopher's Stone.I never imagined I could be young and feel so old. I wonder if this is how Professor Opalnaria feels?
It's... frustrating, having to hide how much magic I can really do but I have to agree with Professor Gammal. It really is for the best. Their are a lot of advantages to having others underestimate me as well.
I'm glad I found this ship. I know, at some point, I'll have to come clean. At least to the Captain. Explain to him what I'm looking for and why.
Alphonse... seemed riled about the mention of a stone in the play. Gammal said he was sure there were other powerful sorcerers and alchemists who have made them. Rare, but he's sure they exist. Maybe Alphonse knows something? I'm glad I put that in there. I'll have to find some way of approaching him about it.
I can't forget what I set out to do. I don't have time to feel sorry for myself either. I have my duty here, to my captain and to my friends.
But I'm the only one who feels like it was a thousand years ago, because, after I smashed the stone, I'm the only one who remembered every time loop that passed. One thousand years of watching my friends get killed by that damned Archmage. One thousand years of screwing up, doomed to repeat my mistakes until I was powerful enough to match skill with Calvaros and break the Philosopher's Stone.I never imagined I could be young and feel so old. I wonder if this is how Professor Opalnaria feels?
It's... frustrating, having to hide how much magic I can really do but I have to agree with Professor Gammal. It really is for the best. Their are a lot of advantages to having others underestimate me as well.
I'm glad I found this ship. I know, at some point, I'll have to come clean. At least to the Captain. Explain to him what I'm looking for and why.
Alphonse... seemed riled about the mention of a stone in the play. Gammal said he was sure there were other powerful sorcerers and alchemists who have made them. Rare, but he's sure they exist. Maybe Alphonse knows something? I'm glad I put that in there. I'll have to find some way of approaching him about it.
I can't forget what I set out to do. I don't have time to feel sorry for myself either. I have my duty here, to my captain and to my friends.