Apr 15, 2008 10:50
But, then, I didn't fall asleep until 4am. And woke up around 8am. And then dozed on and off until a little after 10am. I gathered all my clothes and ran down to do my laundry but someone had already gotten to the machines. *sigh* So now I'm waiting. It won't take me long but I could be mostly done by now if I'd gotten my butt out of bed by at least 9am. I feel like I wasted over an hour. Oh well. I still have the rest of the day and all day tomorrow. :) I'm just wondering how long I'll have to wait to get my laundry done.
Wish I knew why I was having so much trouble sleeping. Plus I had another sleep paralysis episode last night. Another mild one but that's the second one within a week. And my stomach was bothering me again. Somehow the two are related but I'm not sure how as my stomach has bothered me plenty of times without having an episode. There's a third factor in there that I'm not seeing. Maybe it's the time of year and has something to do with my allergies. My stomach is mostly bothering me due to post nasal drip. Yuck! LOL
Speaking of allergies, I need to dust this place again. I can't seem to keep up with it. Tons of dust all the time. I'll dust today and I'll see more as soon as tomorrow. I have no idea where it all comes from. There's just me and Pandora here. Of course, her hair is constantly everywhere. I had no idea such a small dog could leave around so much hair!
I do feel better on an emotional level today. It's sunny and beautiful out and in a little bit I'm going to open the windows. It was still a bit chilly when I went out earlier. I'm hoping to get a good walk with Pandora in today. Tomorrow she gets her yearly vaccinations which will knock her out for most of the day.
Otherwise, not much. I hope to do a lot of inner work today, add to my life goals, get closer to figuring out what I'm doing and where I'm going. And I must remember to assume that I'll be doing it all on my own. I used to plan my future in the hopes that someone would be sharing it with me. At times it was someone specific and at other times it was a nameless, faceless person but I can't do that anymore. I can only count on me to help take care of me and to assure my future. So I must work extra hard but that's ok. I'll appreciate the rewards that much more.
Alright, I suppose I'll go check on the machines. It's taken me almost an hour to type this but I did stop to make chai and watch House Hunters. I'll probably be back later!
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