Hrm...

[dragonlark]

So I think things are getting better. I'm working through most of my debt and hopefully when I get my next paycheck I won't have to borrow money to get through a month. I'm officially no longer living on my own since I had to get that help, but I suppose that things could be worse. She could have told me to suck it. For the most part I'm going through a little bit of just cabin fever. I don't really get out much because I have no money to go anywhere and anywhere I would want to go I can't because my boss keeps me working closing shifts so I have no day time to myself. My girlfriend is trying to get through it too and it's rough for her because she likes to get out and do stuff which again, we can't. So sad face on that one, but my search continues for both better jobs and better pay. That way I won't have to worry so much about where I'm going to get enough money to fend off malnutrition comas. I almost got a job as a glass blower but last minute my luck held and the guy called back and said not to bother coming in. I was crushed. To say the least. I get to talk to a few of you every once in a while and that helps. I get to live vicariously through reading, mostly Andrea. That girl can write better than I could ever hope to. Both descriptively and also just formatted. I had Paul yell at me once that he couldn't read my entries because they have no format to them and I have to admit now that the kid is right. I have a lot going through my head and I really don't care enough to take the time to work through it before I put it out because then I just miss out when I forget. It's crazy! Think I definitely have a concentration issue. Not necessarily A.D.D. but something along those lines.
I'm doing more with my Art now so that I can wean myself away from just sitting in my basement all day when I have time to myself. It's working ok, but putting that much concentrated effort into stuff is hard. I think about something and then I try to put it on paper somehow and it gets frustrating when I keep hittin blocks or just not getting quite as far as I wanted to with it.
Ok, I have to get back to work now since I've been on break forever. This is getting a little crazy too. I'll put that out another time though. For now I'm going to smell like fishy ass. Good will and thanks to all of you for just doing what you do :) I'll bug you at some point in our lives I'm sure.