Yes.
I am so excited. Finally, I am excited.
I am finally going to get a bit of travelling into my summer vacation. Tom and Jerry (insert wince and snicker here) are going to Toronto for a four or five day vacation and its going to be fucking fabulous. I was worried that I might not get the chance this summer to go anywhere, and that possibiity crushed my remaining optimizm about life in general. I havent been to Toronto as an adult, so it should be great fun.
Still, there is lots to do still right here in the motor city. Getting ready for school to start and the shit ton of work that I still have to do in order to be released form that [intitution] and go on to my somtimes bright future. (otherwise, free, if not bright)
Working on a film project for Manko's film class on 16mm this weekend. Need a HAIRCUT, need more time, need a script for gods sake! Im playing the straight man to the otherwise straight funny guy...that shoud prove simple enough.
Reading House of Leaves. Its good.
Cant wait to quit my job. Think Toronto, think road trip, maintain work ethic...only a few more days to go.
Then its off for the school schedule, which at this point also feels like a bit of a vacation. God, my feeling for the future undulate between the desire to stay in school forever, and then to flee its confins as quick as possible. I think I just need to be my own boss. I HATE working a day job (even if it is for a bookstore). There is no way I could work there forever.
Then what will I do? One step at a time. Just think in the now and other things will fall into place. Think about Toronto, think about vactaion with a capital V.
I am finally going to get a bit of travelling into my summer vacation. Tom and Jerry (insert wince and snicker here) are going to Toronto for a four or five day vacation and its going to be fucking fabulous. I was worried that I might not get the chance this summer to go anywhere, and that possibiity crushed my remaining optimizm about life in general. I havent been to Toronto as an adult, so it should be great fun.
Still, there is lots to do still right here in the motor city. Getting ready for school to start and the shit ton of work that I still have to do in order to be released form that [intitution] and go on to my somtimes bright future. (otherwise, free, if not bright)
Working on a film project for Manko's film class on 16mm this weekend. Need a HAIRCUT, need more time, need a script for gods sake! Im playing the straight man to the otherwise straight funny guy...that shoud prove simple enough.
Reading House of Leaves. Its good.
Cant wait to quit my job. Think Toronto, think road trip, maintain work ethic...only a few more days to go.
Then its off for the school schedule, which at this point also feels like a bit of a vacation. God, my feeling for the future undulate between the desire to stay in school forever, and then to flee its confins as quick as possible. I think I just need to be my own boss. I HATE working a day job (even if it is for a bookstore). There is no way I could work there forever.
Then what will I do? One step at a time. Just think in the now and other things will fall into place. Think about Toronto, think about vactaion with a capital V.