A little surprising....
Yeah, so, my birthday? About.... Two people actually thought to wish me a happy birthday. I guess I shouldn't be petty, but, still... I felt a bit lost at the fact that so many people I care about didn't even bother. It's not as if people didn't know.... It's on my myspace, my facebook, and I even mentioned it in my LJ. I guess... I just don't really know anymore.
I guess I wonder sometimes about the whole concept of friendship. It seems when I decide to just let things slide, everything falls apart, which must be a sign that I'm working a bit too hard to keep things going in my friendships anymore. I suppose I could just be giving up because I've realized that I'm currently happy in my situation, with or without other people.
I guess ultimately that it just really hurt that hardly anyone acknowledged that it was my bithday. I know it's just another day, but... It would have meant so much if somebody had just said a simple happy birthday, if they had even bothered to acknowledge my existence. I consider it a triumph I'm still alive, but, I guess that most other people wouldn't agree.
It's just.... Where was everyone?
I guess I wonder sometimes about the whole concept of friendship. It seems when I decide to just let things slide, everything falls apart, which must be a sign that I'm working a bit too hard to keep things going in my friendships anymore. I suppose I could just be giving up because I've realized that I'm currently happy in my situation, with or without other people.
I guess ultimately that it just really hurt that hardly anyone acknowledged that it was my bithday. I know it's just another day, but... It would have meant so much if somebody had just said a simple happy birthday, if they had even bothered to acknowledge my existence. I consider it a triumph I'm still alive, but, I guess that most other people wouldn't agree.
It's just.... Where was everyone?