Arggggg.......
I am pulling my hair out here. We have days to be out and in another place and we still haven't found no where to go. We need 4 br or 3 br and a basement and can't find any that aren't 1200/mo or already rented. Our time is up....Timoth is breaking down and started crying b/c he said he can't carry us all by himself anymore and he is to the point of splitting. Im getting jumped b/c he is stressed and mad that he is the only one working and b/c tony is lazy and still hasn't got his papers, which isn't fair to me. Hell it isn't my fucking fault. Im trying to get a job but it has kinda been put on hold since everyone is waiting for me to pull another miracle outta my ass and Im just fresh out of em to tell the truth. My mom and now paula, after timoth apparently vented to her are on my back and now timoth is chiming in with them. Apparently he now agrees with them and is on the warpath and there is no stopping him so I sit, hoping it blows over again and deep down unless there are drastic changes quick, I know there is no backing him down this time. I am stuck in the middle and am just stressed to the point of screaming. Destiny is behind on her reading and I have been trying to work with her but she just isn't getting it. It is just pure hell at the moment and I am just trying to duck and cover and get away from everyone. Im just sick of it. Now Destiny has lost her library book, that we were supposed to work on reading with and it is due tomorrow, not to mention we need to work on her reading. She got her progress report back and she is reading at pre-k level which isn't good. That and her listening/following directions were her problem areas....go figure. She didn't get the reading problem from me. Ive always been an outstanding reader. Any way I need to get to packing more shit. I guess timoth will either blow up or just keep chewing me up in private. Either way I wash my hands of this shit.....The next time he reams me out for this shit hes gonna get it back. I f you have a fucking problem with someone take it to them and leave me out of it. I ain't no fucking messenger and Im not playing diplomat anymore.