Sinfully Evil
Today is a day of relaxation. No worrying, no stress and no working. I was so grateful when I learned that Ben would not be with me this morning, meaning I could have a day off the way I truly wanted it. Here's the thing with my days off...they revolve around other people. If it's a weekday, I have Ben in the morning until I take him to ARC. Not a huge thing but I am still unable to have that day of do nothing, unable to sleep in and stay in my pjs all day. Then later in the day I have to pick my husband up from work, once again not a huge thing but it's like bookends...first Ben then my husband. Weekends I do not have to get up early, but Robert is home. I love our weekends together but I do not get that time alone that I crave. If I do nothing while he is here, if I laze around in my pjs all day while he is here I will feel guilty and lazy. I hate taking alone time when he is home because we are so rarely home together as it is.
But today is different...today is perfect. Today I did not have Ben and Robert is working until 8 pm. I slept in...I did not get dressed or even brush my teeth (which I admit is disgusting but still!) until 3:30. I ate some cereal for breakfast, leftover chili for lunch and because I could(!) frosting for a snack. I sat in my bed, in my pjs with my book (Love Walked In by Marisa de los Santos) and I ate frosting from the can...AND! It was good. And now I feel sick. But the point is I am enjoying my day off. I. Am. Enjoying. My. Day. Off.
The only interruption of me enjoying my day off was when I went to pay the rent. Which was late. But I had told them ahead of time it would be so there. This is where evil kicks in...I reported the dog. The dog that has been in the apartment next to mine for the past two weeks. The dog I was hesitant to report...well I reported it. Because I am evil and sometimes find satisfaction in tattling. HA! My little nervous break down thing is turning it's ugly head and instead of being all icky and depressed I am enjoying my day off...even though it means being mean by reporting that yappy little dog next door.
Of course I am now noticing that this entry has no direction nor a point other than I-am-enjoying-my-day-off-and-I-dare-you-just-dare-you-to-ruin-it sort of attitude. In fact this entry is a little annoying and/or bitchy but hey...doesn't everyone get to have an entry like that? After all according to Olga (this slutty girl at work) I am a bossy bitch...so I might as well enjoy it!
And there you have it...my weird bossy evil little entry.
-Amy