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Kinda annoyed that I'm still up. I just lay in bed for like 2 hours and couldn't sleep...so here I am. Yeah. Hmmm, well Godspell opens Friday, come see it if you feel like it. Not only am I in it, but I also was the costume designer, so you can see my wonderful costuming skills (yes because clearly I know so much about costumes. Right.)Oh man.
This is probably gonna be one of those entries that I leave for a day then delete. I've been doing that a lot lately. But anyway...I've been feeling kinda insecure about my singing lately. I've always thought of myself as an actress who sings as opposed to a "singer" if that makes sense. And sometimes I just feel like my voice doesn't measure up sometimes. And it's frustrating cuz I can't belt as well as I'd like to and I know it doesn't happen over night, but I've been working on it for a long time now and i don't feel like it's gotten much better. Blahhh...and just everything in general. But I had a conversation with someone about it today and he made me feel better and helped and stuff.
K, enough about that...my life is weird lately. I don't really know what to think of it. I'm very up and down, and I keep getting in off moods that I can't shake. And also, it's like...I know what I want, and I can see it, and I'm so close to getting it, but not quite, and I can't figure out how to actually get it. But overall, things are good. I think.
This is probably gonna be one of those entries that I leave for a day then delete. I've been doing that a lot lately. But anyway...I've been feeling kinda insecure about my singing lately. I've always thought of myself as an actress who sings as opposed to a "singer" if that makes sense. And sometimes I just feel like my voice doesn't measure up sometimes. And it's frustrating cuz I can't belt as well as I'd like to and I know it doesn't happen over night, but I've been working on it for a long time now and i don't feel like it's gotten much better. Blahhh...and just everything in general. But I had a conversation with someone about it today and he made me feel better and helped and stuff.
K, enough about that...my life is weird lately. I don't really know what to think of it. I'm very up and down, and I keep getting in off moods that I can't shake. And also, it's like...I know what I want, and I can see it, and I'm so close to getting it, but not quite, and I can't figure out how to actually get it. But overall, things are good. I think.