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Random update cuz I don't feel like studying for finals....
It's a weird feeling when you realized you've ended a chapter in your life...I'm always looking at waht is happening now, and I'm always looking towards the future, but I rarely look back. Then, when I do, I realize that certain parts of my life are over and done and I can never get them back. But then I want them back. I want them back for the sole reason that I can't get them back. Does that make sense?
It's just weird cuz like...I won't be at MSSA this summer, I'm not doing the CYT summer show, and I haven't done a show at CYT since Sweet Charity...and I kinda feel like that whole chapter of my life is done. And I don't like that...and I don't wanna lose all the people that came along with that, cuz it was all so important for so long. I dunno, it's a weird feeling.
I get too wrapped up in the here and now, and I forget to think about other things that are important before it's too late and they're gone. Hmmm.
It's a weird feeling when you realized you've ended a chapter in your life...I'm always looking at waht is happening now, and I'm always looking towards the future, but I rarely look back. Then, when I do, I realize that certain parts of my life are over and done and I can never get them back. But then I want them back. I want them back for the sole reason that I can't get them back. Does that make sense?
It's just weird cuz like...I won't be at MSSA this summer, I'm not doing the CYT summer show, and I haven't done a show at CYT since Sweet Charity...and I kinda feel like that whole chapter of my life is done. And I don't like that...and I don't wanna lose all the people that came along with that, cuz it was all so important for so long. I dunno, it's a weird feeling.
I get too wrapped up in the here and now, and I forget to think about other things that are important before it's too late and they're gone. Hmmm.