Apr 13, 2003 22:56
Had a very sad dream last night. I don't remember the details, but I remember that it was about Kreagors death. I cried..and I cried and sobbed before waking up. Thats all I remember...
I woke up in tears too... I miss Kreagor so much...
Livejournal actually put his name in a dedication forum, for LJ'ers that are gone. And almost 30 people replied to his last entry... Most of them total strangers. There were people that cared...even if they didn't know him. There are people tht would have cared had they known him.
I'm even STILL in disbelief that he's dead... I never thougth he'd go so far...and even then i didn't think it would be too far... What about everything he'd hoped for..?
This will always eat at me...always make me cry...
On top of that, Kat is starting to scare me... I so hope she'll be ok. she's so depressed and worried and upset. I can't seem to help her either... It's the same thing Kreagor went through...
Kreagor...