I'm too tired to care anymore. If people want to say shit about me, then fine. I just don't want to hear about it. If so-and-so said something to you about me in a negative light, don't tell me unless I am making some huge fatal error in my life and I am too oblivious to see it for myself. It apparently upsets me a lot to hear about it, and I don't need the added stress.
If you have something to say to me, say it to my face and I will deal with it accordingly. Give me the opportunity to defend myself.
I'm just tired of the shit that is being said about Calvin and me pertaining to our relationship. It's our business and that's how it should stay. I know it's partly my fault because I go to people for advice, but it has gotten way out of hand. This feels childish, and I'm done with it.
It just really hurt to hear a supposed friend think so little of me and to say things that are biased and untrue especially.
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