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Acceptance really is the best thing. I accepted my brother's nonexistance, mostly because he told me to. This may seem odd but I did have a 'vision' of sorts. It was more verbal than visual and he told me to not mourn anymore and let the hatred go. I slept well for the first time in a long time after that. I accept the possiblity that I may be fired in a month. That may be the case but I've given them my best if they can't accept that well, I'm fighting them. I accept my position as the loner. I will never be part of the crowd. That isn't a bad thing. I accept my friend's opinions regardless of if they agree with me. All this acceptance has made things easier bur I am still alone. But as The Format say: If I fail, then I fail, but at least I gave it a shot.