Mmhmm.
I'm such a lazy-arse. For sure! I'm so unmotivated. It's like I want to get stuff done, but I don't want to do it. Bleah. I hate it, but at the same time, I don't want to do anything about it. @_@ I'll start a painting and never finish it. I'll tell myself stuff needs to be cleaned, or I need to do this errand or that chore, and then it never gets done until I'm forced to do it at the last minute. I'm sick of myself, and yet I'm unmotivated to change. *shrugs*
I want to go back to school, but I'm also afraid that because of myself, I'll slack off and my grades will end up bad.
Not that it matters anyway. I can't seem to find any freaking career that I like. Guess I just don't have anything to really motivate me, since I can't find anything I'd like to do. Sucks, really.
I'm not even thinking about what I'm writing. Just letting it out, I suppose. I'm listening to "happy music" right now. Don't wanna listen to any depressing shit or rock at the moment. Maybe I'll pop in some classical or something. *sigh*
God, I need a new job. I've needed one for the past 2 years. Danielle's all mad at me right now. I told her that there were baby lizards for adoption at work, and she told her friend. I told Danielle if her friend wanted one, she could get one, provided she had the right set up for it. So, she called a few hours ago, and was all pissed off that I had "tricked her friend." Apparantly, when she went to go adopt a lizard, somebody told her that it wasn't for adoption and she had to pay full price for it. What the fuck, people? Those goddamn lizards aren't even on the inventory list! So, why can't they be adopted? Pam got one for free the day they were born. So, Danielle's pissed at me, and I'm sure her friend is too, since I "lied" to her. And here I am feeling like a retard and wishing I'd never told her in the first place. Damn.
...Stupid life. *mutter*
I want to go back to school, but I'm also afraid that because of myself, I'll slack off and my grades will end up bad.
Not that it matters anyway. I can't seem to find any freaking career that I like. Guess I just don't have anything to really motivate me, since I can't find anything I'd like to do. Sucks, really.
I'm not even thinking about what I'm writing. Just letting it out, I suppose. I'm listening to "happy music" right now. Don't wanna listen to any depressing shit or rock at the moment. Maybe I'll pop in some classical or something. *sigh*
God, I need a new job. I've needed one for the past 2 years. Danielle's all mad at me right now. I told her that there were baby lizards for adoption at work, and she told her friend. I told Danielle if her friend wanted one, she could get one, provided she had the right set up for it. So, she called a few hours ago, and was all pissed off that I had "tricked her friend." Apparantly, when she went to go adopt a lizard, somebody told her that it wasn't for adoption and she had to pay full price for it. What the fuck, people? Those goddamn lizards aren't even on the inventory list! So, why can't they be adopted? Pam got one for free the day they were born. So, Danielle's pissed at me, and I'm sure her friend is too, since I "lied" to her. And here I am feeling like a retard and wishing I'd never told her in the first place. Damn.
...Stupid life. *mutter*