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So...Scot and I broke up. I broke up with him. About two weeks after school started. I couldn't get my work done. I haven't cut for about.....three weeks maybe? I keep feeling like i'm gonna do it. Maybe I will. I need a box cutter. I like that best. My dad was drunk tonight (again) and stated to tell at me for my brother's and his fiances messes. I may occassionally leave a glass or a juice bottle in the living room but I ALWAYS pick up my stuff around the computer.
I threatened to my mom that i'd leave this house and never come back if my dad kept yelling at me. I'm still serious. He makes me cry almost every single night. I'm so tired of him yelling at me, so tired of him treating me like i'm the only wrong doer. Does he not have eyes for his eldest son? Has he forgotten what I have going on in my life? I've got extremely hard classes that I am struggling to bring up, marching band and practices that are cutting out some of my study time. Around ten hours of my Monday-Friday week is taken up by band.
I cried infront of my mom because my dad had yelled at me and blamed things on me. I'm just so sick of it. But you know....It happens.....
Life will go on...With or without me. It will proceed. but it's time for me to take my leave.
~X~Caitie
I threatened to my mom that i'd leave this house and never come back if my dad kept yelling at me. I'm still serious. He makes me cry almost every single night. I'm so tired of him yelling at me, so tired of him treating me like i'm the only wrong doer. Does he not have eyes for his eldest son? Has he forgotten what I have going on in my life? I've got extremely hard classes that I am struggling to bring up, marching band and practices that are cutting out some of my study time. Around ten hours of my Monday-Friday week is taken up by band.
I cried infront of my mom because my dad had yelled at me and blamed things on me. I'm just so sick of it. But you know....It happens.....
Life will go on...With or without me. It will proceed. but it's time for me to take my leave.
~X~Caitie