I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW AND I"M GANNA SNAP AND ANYONE WHO SEE'S IS WIILL GO "OOOOOOOOOOOO", "AHHH"
Right now im not in the worst of moods beacuse i miss everyone, Rem is not here Kitty is with Malik and Beeker seems to have disapeared (what you have always seen as me is a shell).........and im lonley, the last person who gave a shit about me, never got the returned love that he needed. and for that im going to hell. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. I just wish
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I know we don't really know each other too well, but if I know something, I know that you, the REAL you, the one who isn't trying to fit in a crowd, the one behind the mask that we all wear, is a very good person. Trust me, if I didn't think that, I wouldn't we worried as fuck about you right now.
Please, Vash, don't hurt yourself or do something that you will regret later on. Whether or not you know it, you mean something to everyone, and I know that you are surrounded by people who love you. It may seem that there is no hope, or that no one cares, but believe me when I say that there are people who care about you. Remember this Thanksgiving when you had that accident? Do you remember how your friends came to your aid and were there for you and were so worried about you? I was worried as well!...but still, I couldn't help being a little jealous. I remember one time I was in the hospital for three weeks, and all I remember is how lonely I was the entire time I was there. The family could only take time during the weekends to visit, and none of my friends stopped by, none of them even called, and when I got back to school, none of them really even cared.
I can't tell you that there is a God who will love and forgive you. I can't tell you that you will find your Prince Charming and you will live happily ever after surrounded by woodland creatures and dairy products. But, I can tell you that there are many people out there right now who care about you. I can tell you that everyone has made mistakes and everyone has (intentional or not) hurt the very people they love more than life itself.
I hope and pray that you find happiness, and I can't tell you how I wish for the exact same thing as you. If ya need someone to talk to, I'll do my best to help you as much as you've helped me.
Good luck, buddy.
~Blue
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