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i'm exausted! i was rummaging through my dads old things, an found his old wieghts an curling bar, so i decided to take it upon myself to haul it all to my back porch. i've been workin out for the last hour, an now my arms hurt really really bad. an they are all shaky an stuff. but its gonna do me more good in the end! hopefully. things are going pretty well, i seem to be doin ok, both mentally an physically. it seems all my fights with my friends are over.. kinda, i think me an ash still have sum tension between us, but we seem like we can get around it. she has been a good friend to me, its just little things about each others behavior etc, just kinda got to us (me mostly) an it was stupid to let it do that . me an my Joey are doin good, altho i haven't talked to him since 2:30 am i'm hopin hes alright. i've been cleaning my house since i woke up at 10 this morning, an its been non stop work ever since! this is the only time i've actually had free time. my dad an my brother are joining an athletic club, an me an my sister wanna join but its too expensive for us. i gotta go back to school tomarrow, i think its a 135 day. not sure tho. well i am running outta things to say so i'm gonna go now. ciao!