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holy shit, i havent updated in an extremely long while.
well, my first semester at oswego is long over with, and i just had my first day of second semester classes today. last semester ended well, i got a 3.2 so that's all good. this semester is going to be interesting.. more accounting, a business law class (which is going to be a slap in the face as my business law 1 professor didn't really talk about business law at all..), philosophy and public speaking. apparently accounting majors need to know how to public speak. im not happy about it but ill look at it the way my professor said -- in the next sixteen weeks, i will only be talking out loud for 20 minutes altogether. so that's cool. i have the same roommate, which is cool. we're not best friends but we get along very well, we've lived with each other for one full semester without getting into any fights, and she's pretty cool. i also admire the fact that she does not give a fuck when chino comes up, and how frequently. i appreciate that more than she'll ever know because being away from him has by far been one of the biggest struggles ever.
anyway, winter break was sweet. lots of hanging out, cuddling, drinking, and working at my p'chopper. i missed them all so much... the price chopper up here has nice people but its just not the same. i missed all my friends and i enjoyed being able to see them whenever the hell i wanted to. seeing chino everyday put a smile on my face (and last night proved to be difficult because i was like !ive seen you everyday for the last six weeks, i got used to it again, and now what am i gonna do?! but i know ill be okay, he's very good at cheering me up when im sad on the phone, and i know he'll come visit, and i know there'll be times that i'll go visit so im really happy at that. i honestly cannot see not being with him.. its been just shy of a year and a half, and i cant remember a time when he wasnt there and i cant imagine a time when he's not. its worked out better than i couldve ever expected so... well see how it goes (but i have faith that its going to turn out very well :)) i know that he's as into it as i am, and that makes me feel very good.
in a year and a half ill be out of school, hopefully working a decent job, maybe p'chopper part time for gas money like my good friends sara and trisha did/do, my own apartment, and with luck.. him <3 and all the friends i have now. it seems so far away but when i look back on how quickly our first year and half together went by i know that i can make it through this next one. and i dont want anyone being like "omg youre only 20 how can you say you know youll be with him for that long blahblahblah" well i know im only 20, but i really feel it in my heart and you cant mess with that. whatever happens will happen, but weve already discussed a lot of things and the one thing we agree on wholeheartedly is that neither one of us are going anywhere. i love him with all my heart and thats all that matters to me.
in 13 days ill be 21. im quite excited. i want to be able to go the bar, have a couple drinks, and kick back and relax. my birthday is on a wednesday so hopefully my friend will will be taking me out to the bar that night to celebrate (and as i dont have class until 1245 the next day, i plan on celebrating quite a bit). he is probably also taking me out friday night, and then saturday night i plan to go to syracuse so i can go out with mary and dave in my hometown. chino is going to take the night off of work and come as well, even if he cant get served. i love birthdays.. <3
so thats the story so far.
on a lighter note, i have developed a liking for aquateen hunger force, as well as complete adoration of meatwad. i now plan of calling chino my meatwad, he just doesnt know it yet.
so ill try to stay on top of things but i cant promise anything.
so for now.. peace out :)
well, my first semester at oswego is long over with, and i just had my first day of second semester classes today. last semester ended well, i got a 3.2 so that's all good. this semester is going to be interesting.. more accounting, a business law class (which is going to be a slap in the face as my business law 1 professor didn't really talk about business law at all..), philosophy and public speaking. apparently accounting majors need to know how to public speak. im not happy about it but ill look at it the way my professor said -- in the next sixteen weeks, i will only be talking out loud for 20 minutes altogether. so that's cool. i have the same roommate, which is cool. we're not best friends but we get along very well, we've lived with each other for one full semester without getting into any fights, and she's pretty cool. i also admire the fact that she does not give a fuck when chino comes up, and how frequently. i appreciate that more than she'll ever know because being away from him has by far been one of the biggest struggles ever.
anyway, winter break was sweet. lots of hanging out, cuddling, drinking, and working at my p'chopper. i missed them all so much... the price chopper up here has nice people but its just not the same. i missed all my friends and i enjoyed being able to see them whenever the hell i wanted to. seeing chino everyday put a smile on my face (and last night proved to be difficult because i was like !ive seen you everyday for the last six weeks, i got used to it again, and now what am i gonna do?! but i know ill be okay, he's very good at cheering me up when im sad on the phone, and i know he'll come visit, and i know there'll be times that i'll go visit so im really happy at that. i honestly cannot see not being with him.. its been just shy of a year and a half, and i cant remember a time when he wasnt there and i cant imagine a time when he's not. its worked out better than i couldve ever expected so... well see how it goes (but i have faith that its going to turn out very well :)) i know that he's as into it as i am, and that makes me feel very good.
in a year and a half ill be out of school, hopefully working a decent job, maybe p'chopper part time for gas money like my good friends sara and trisha did/do, my own apartment, and with luck.. him <3 and all the friends i have now. it seems so far away but when i look back on how quickly our first year and half together went by i know that i can make it through this next one. and i dont want anyone being like "omg youre only 20 how can you say you know youll be with him for that long blahblahblah" well i know im only 20, but i really feel it in my heart and you cant mess with that. whatever happens will happen, but weve already discussed a lot of things and the one thing we agree on wholeheartedly is that neither one of us are going anywhere. i love him with all my heart and thats all that matters to me.
in 13 days ill be 21. im quite excited. i want to be able to go the bar, have a couple drinks, and kick back and relax. my birthday is on a wednesday so hopefully my friend will will be taking me out to the bar that night to celebrate (and as i dont have class until 1245 the next day, i plan on celebrating quite a bit). he is probably also taking me out friday night, and then saturday night i plan to go to syracuse so i can go out with mary and dave in my hometown. chino is going to take the night off of work and come as well, even if he cant get served. i love birthdays.. <3
so thats the story so far.
on a lighter note, i have developed a liking for aquateen hunger force, as well as complete adoration of meatwad. i now plan of calling chino my meatwad, he just doesnt know it yet.
so ill try to stay on top of things but i cant promise anything.
so for now.. peace out :)