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i wanna go home for the night.
like home, home.
just sleep in my own bed.
i have to work tomorrow at 1:45 so if i left here at 5 pm, i would get home at like 6 pm and have to leave at 12:30. but it would just be worth it.
im sick of seeing the same people go home over and over again.
and me being stuck here.
my mom told me that i couldnt come home every weekend.
but its turning into where i only go home on holidays and such.
and it just sucks cause i cant even bring up the idea to my mom
because she would probably flip out and say no and come up with all the crap
and i dont want to deal with that
its not like i live 4 hours away and all
i live fucking 45 minutes away
its not huge drive
but i cant even talk to her about it
because last time i did, it wasnt even that i wanted to come home for a random weekend
it was just that i wanted to call in to work and come home a day early
and that didnt go over at all
and i have friends here
but theyre all going home
or people from back home are up
and i dont want to be like
hey let me chill with you guys while you catch up on shit i know nothing about
but whatever
i have a month before i can go home
and ill be home for damn near a week
but it seems so far away
lamexcore
and yeah chino did just come up here to stay with me for a lot of days
and it was absolutely amazing
and i was even okay last night after he left
but whatever
smoking a cigarette with the coolest kid i know up here now
my hearts still in syracuse
like home, home.
just sleep in my own bed.
i have to work tomorrow at 1:45 so if i left here at 5 pm, i would get home at like 6 pm and have to leave at 12:30. but it would just be worth it.
im sick of seeing the same people go home over and over again.
and me being stuck here.
my mom told me that i couldnt come home every weekend.
but its turning into where i only go home on holidays and such.
and it just sucks cause i cant even bring up the idea to my mom
because she would probably flip out and say no and come up with all the crap
and i dont want to deal with that
its not like i live 4 hours away and all
i live fucking 45 minutes away
its not huge drive
but i cant even talk to her about it
because last time i did, it wasnt even that i wanted to come home for a random weekend
it was just that i wanted to call in to work and come home a day early
and that didnt go over at all
and i have friends here
but theyre all going home
or people from back home are up
and i dont want to be like
hey let me chill with you guys while you catch up on shit i know nothing about
but whatever
i have a month before i can go home
and ill be home for damn near a week
but it seems so far away
lamexcore
and yeah chino did just come up here to stay with me for a lot of days
and it was absolutely amazing
and i was even okay last night after he left
but whatever
smoking a cigarette with the coolest kid i know up here now
my hearts still in syracuse