Ok Think I am back to normal now
Ok the whole depression thing I think is behind me for the time being and I do think Mary was right (BTW don't know if you dislike people spelling your name like that I just type it that way for ease so if you have a problem with it let me know) anyway she was right I don't really do anything to help myself in the whole depression area, It is just hard for me to have myself checked in because I am rather sure If they even new the half of what has been going on they would lock me away for a long time I mean my sister didn't do all that much and they were real hesitant to let her out so I am really scared to do anything I mean I know I am at least bipolar like her but I don't know anymore I want to fix myself I want to be happy and loved but it just doesn't seem to be in the cards for me so if anyone knows any good places in the area where I could talk to somone that are free please let me know