This amazing thing called life
I haven't posted on here in years, I don't know if anyone still follows me or not, but I found myself reflecting on my life in a quiet moment and had to let it out somewhere. The last few years have been full of trials, particularly in the romance department. I've joked time and again that I'm great at lovers and terrible at relationships. I think I've finally done it right. Meeting Jasin has done more than make me happy, it has changed my entire world. Not only does he accept me wholly for who I am, and love me for who I am, but he is eager to be a part of my family. He makes all of us better through example, and has single handedly turned my house from a hellhole almost war zone into a home again. Every moment that I am not with him I am wishing I was, and for the first time since my engagement in high school I am seriously talking with a man about spending the rest of my life with him. He told me shortly after we met that he felt that everything that had happened in his life had led to this point, to us meeting, and I agree completely. I have experienced love and infatuation, and what I have with Jasin surpasses any experience I have ever had. I hope with my whole being that I am right this time, that he is the one . Watching him with Scarlett melts my heart. He really is perfect for me in every way, and I thank the Lady with all of my heart for finally bringing him to me. Every moment with him is adventure, and there is never enough time. I can only hope that I make him better, the way that he has made me better. Life is better with love. It's amazing to love without fear of judgement. My heart is so full.