It takes a lot of laughs to keep your heart from breaking...
i figured i should go ahead and talk about last weekend and this week, that way i can be up to date and all that. oh, and also... any 'negative' emotions are simply recapping how i felt at the time, not now.
anyways... um...
Friday, i went home after classes and chilled a bit, waiting for Karen to call me so that we could go see Saw 2. she called, and then 30 or so minutes later, she showed up. we promptly left for the theater. it was a nice drive there. chatting, listening to music. just like always. once we got there, we found out that Saw 2 was sold out, so we ended up seeing Elizabethtown instead.
personally, i thought it was a kick ass movie. i just fucking love Crowe, and he hasnt made a movie that i havent loved. great story, great music, great love, great everything. good stuff.
way back was just the same as the way there. alwyas a pleasant time with her in the car.
we got to my house, and i was expecting us to 'have the talk.' i knew she wanted to and was planning on doing it that weekend, and i figured 'this is the only time we'll have alone together for sure.' but it didnt happen. instead she hopped in her car before her little toes froze off, which is all good. we were gonna see eachother the next day, anyways.
the rest of the night i just kinda took it easy. went to bed around 1:30 or so, maybe 2.
the next day was really relaxed. watched some movies, hung out. left around 6:30 or so.
once the girls got back to the boro and ready, Karen called me. this was around 10 or so. i headed over to Dani's room, and was greeted by the sexiest indian i've ever met and an angelic devil. then i went inside to meet a girl in a Marilyn Monroe costume who was more volumtuous than the real one. i was gonna be rolling with these three ladies that night. fuckin sweet.
i didnt dress up. i just opted for my standard jeans, button down shirt, brown shoes, and my homeless beanie. good deal.
we got to the party around 10:30 or so, if i remember. it was a small party, seemed to be all drunk upperclassmen.
Karen drank a lot. Dani drank a fair amount, should have been drunker. Heather drank a little, but not really at all. i didnt drink anything. i was DD. fun times.
the rest of the night really sucked, but that's in the past. i'm not pissed about it or dissappointed or anything anymore. i've been filled in on the things that i did not know. it was the things that i did not know, and therefore assumed, that got me really down and in the blue. i thought someone was gonna do something that i really didnt want them to do and that i thought they shouldnt. someone was doing something that still hurt me, but in retrospect, it wasnt malicious or anything. it still hurt, and i wish that it didnt happen, but it's all good now, i suppose. i know NONE of that made sense, but fuck yall, i dont care.
once the fiasco was over, me and the girls ended up in Dani's room. I was in the living room watching tv, and Karen came out for a bit and asked me how i was and if i had any fun, and i said "no." and that was kind of it for then. at the time, she didnt know why i didnt have fun, and that, still... even though she knows now, kind of hurt. simply because i expected her to have thought about my feelings throughout the night, but oh well. i've said too much.
Sunday sucked, i didnt really do much. i didnt get much sleep, because Karen and Heather came by at 11, and i didnt go back to sleep after that. me and Dani ran some errands and talked about the previous night. made me feel better, knowing i wasnt crazy.
Karen left her wallet at Dani's, and Dani couldnt take it to her, so i did. i was gonna drive out to 16, but they couldnt get ahold of me, so they ended up driving all the way to Statesboro, but i still took it to her. i halfway couldnt believe i did, simply because of how i was feeling at the time. but i am still Philip, and Philip will always do whatever he can for Karen, regardless. that's good.
Monday, after class, i went home. didnt do any homework, just bummed around.
then we went to the 3 Doors Down concert! Alterbridge opened for them, so did Shinedown. Alterbridge was bad ass. I'm a huge Creed fan, so it was really cool seeing Mark Tremonti (guitarist) and Scott Phillips (drummer.) they werent as good as Creed, but still really good. Shinedown was pretty good, too. pretty standard, but still rocked.
3 Doors Down kicked some real ass. i had kinda lost interest, but this totally rejuvinated it. i mean, all their songs are very similar, but they just really play them out live. it's fun music to sing along to and just enjoy. and they put on a pretty good show. be kinda hard not to, but still. their drummer is/was the drummer for Puddle of Mudd, so that's cool.
great show, all around. played ALL their hits. yes... ALL of them. any song you've ever heard by them, they played it. so that's cool.
Tuesday, stayed home until 4:30... so i definitly missed all my classes.
didnt go to class on Wednesday, either. i spent all wednesday cramming and studying for my Algebra test which was today.
but... once i got to class, we all found out that it was going to be a Take Home Exam. so, that fucking rocks.
i did lock my keys in my car... in the ignition... car running. had to wait about an hour and half and pay $45 to have it unlocked. but i dont even care... because...
Life is just wonderful right now. nothing can bring me down right now.
Tomorrow i go up to Athens. gonna see Karl Denson's Tiny Universe. might see Calli perform, depending on whether or not Whitehead goes to KDTU with me or not. then me and Karen are gonna go to ATL to hopefully see Stephen Lynch.
so... hell yeah.
anyways... um...
Friday, i went home after classes and chilled a bit, waiting for Karen to call me so that we could go see Saw 2. she called, and then 30 or so minutes later, she showed up. we promptly left for the theater. it was a nice drive there. chatting, listening to music. just like always. once we got there, we found out that Saw 2 was sold out, so we ended up seeing Elizabethtown instead.
personally, i thought it was a kick ass movie. i just fucking love Crowe, and he hasnt made a movie that i havent loved. great story, great music, great love, great everything. good stuff.
way back was just the same as the way there. alwyas a pleasant time with her in the car.
we got to my house, and i was expecting us to 'have the talk.' i knew she wanted to and was planning on doing it that weekend, and i figured 'this is the only time we'll have alone together for sure.' but it didnt happen. instead she hopped in her car before her little toes froze off, which is all good. we were gonna see eachother the next day, anyways.
the rest of the night i just kinda took it easy. went to bed around 1:30 or so, maybe 2.
the next day was really relaxed. watched some movies, hung out. left around 6:30 or so.
once the girls got back to the boro and ready, Karen called me. this was around 10 or so. i headed over to Dani's room, and was greeted by the sexiest indian i've ever met and an angelic devil. then i went inside to meet a girl in a Marilyn Monroe costume who was more volumtuous than the real one. i was gonna be rolling with these three ladies that night. fuckin sweet.
i didnt dress up. i just opted for my standard jeans, button down shirt, brown shoes, and my homeless beanie. good deal.
we got to the party around 10:30 or so, if i remember. it was a small party, seemed to be all drunk upperclassmen.
Karen drank a lot. Dani drank a fair amount, should have been drunker. Heather drank a little, but not really at all. i didnt drink anything. i was DD. fun times.
the rest of the night really sucked, but that's in the past. i'm not pissed about it or dissappointed or anything anymore. i've been filled in on the things that i did not know. it was the things that i did not know, and therefore assumed, that got me really down and in the blue. i thought someone was gonna do something that i really didnt want them to do and that i thought they shouldnt. someone was doing something that still hurt me, but in retrospect, it wasnt malicious or anything. it still hurt, and i wish that it didnt happen, but it's all good now, i suppose. i know NONE of that made sense, but fuck yall, i dont care.
once the fiasco was over, me and the girls ended up in Dani's room. I was in the living room watching tv, and Karen came out for a bit and asked me how i was and if i had any fun, and i said "no." and that was kind of it for then. at the time, she didnt know why i didnt have fun, and that, still... even though she knows now, kind of hurt. simply because i expected her to have thought about my feelings throughout the night, but oh well. i've said too much.
Sunday sucked, i didnt really do much. i didnt get much sleep, because Karen and Heather came by at 11, and i didnt go back to sleep after that. me and Dani ran some errands and talked about the previous night. made me feel better, knowing i wasnt crazy.
Karen left her wallet at Dani's, and Dani couldnt take it to her, so i did. i was gonna drive out to 16, but they couldnt get ahold of me, so they ended up driving all the way to Statesboro, but i still took it to her. i halfway couldnt believe i did, simply because of how i was feeling at the time. but i am still Philip, and Philip will always do whatever he can for Karen, regardless. that's good.
Monday, after class, i went home. didnt do any homework, just bummed around.
then we went to the 3 Doors Down concert! Alterbridge opened for them, so did Shinedown. Alterbridge was bad ass. I'm a huge Creed fan, so it was really cool seeing Mark Tremonti (guitarist) and Scott Phillips (drummer.) they werent as good as Creed, but still really good. Shinedown was pretty good, too. pretty standard, but still rocked.
3 Doors Down kicked some real ass. i had kinda lost interest, but this totally rejuvinated it. i mean, all their songs are very similar, but they just really play them out live. it's fun music to sing along to and just enjoy. and they put on a pretty good show. be kinda hard not to, but still. their drummer is/was the drummer for Puddle of Mudd, so that's cool.
great show, all around. played ALL their hits. yes... ALL of them. any song you've ever heard by them, they played it. so that's cool.
Tuesday, stayed home until 4:30... so i definitly missed all my classes.
didnt go to class on Wednesday, either. i spent all wednesday cramming and studying for my Algebra test which was today.
but... once i got to class, we all found out that it was going to be a Take Home Exam. so, that fucking rocks.
i did lock my keys in my car... in the ignition... car running. had to wait about an hour and half and pay $45 to have it unlocked. but i dont even care... because...
Life is just wonderful right now. nothing can bring me down right now.
Tomorrow i go up to Athens. gonna see Karl Denson's Tiny Universe. might see Calli perform, depending on whether or not Whitehead goes to KDTU with me or not. then me and Karen are gonna go to ATL to hopefully see Stephen Lynch.
so... hell yeah.