This is why I can't live alone, haha...

[dr_good]

Here is basically a stream of conciousness brought on by questions and comments asked by friends. Also maybe by the combo of Nyquil and music by The Killers.

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Interesting post. I sometimes think about where I'm going and what I'm going to do with my life and who I'm going to become. I mean, yeah, I am in med school and I'm going to be a doctor... but as of now, that is the extent of my having things figured out. What kind of doctor will I be? Where will I do my residency? Will I do a fellowship? Am I going to apply for the OPP fellowship after my second year? Am I going to take the MD and DO boards? I don't know. I also think about my future self and imagine myself as all put together and knowing who I am and stuff, and it's weird. It's really weird to imagine what I'll be like and how the hell I'm going to get there. Kinda scary. I definitely understand your thinking. I wouldn't worry though, a lot of people think like that. And a lot of people are scared of disappointing the people they care about. I'm one of them! I'd say to go with the flow and things will work themselves out, but that's shitty advice and I wouldn't take it myself, so don't do that. Unless you want to. Hahahaha. I guess my real advice would be to just do what you feel is right, because if you honestly believed it was right when you did it, then it was the right thing to do at the time. Unless of course you're killing someone for any reason other than self defense... that would be wrong in all cases. Hahaha. Okay that's all I got. Love from the U.S.!