You know, I dont want to just run around. It may be fun for a few days but what good comes out of it? Its only temporary and I dont like that. Thats not me. I love my John William with all of my heart and I just want to see his beautiful smile every single day. He is the only one that knows everything about me, all that I like & enjoy, the only one that can make me happy in every way. We've worked hard for a reason, to get where we are today...& I cant give that up. Its awesome how in love he is with me. I dont ever have to worry about him not making me feel good. I know im the biggest bitch sometimes.... he doesnt deserve that! I am definitely working on controling my temper. I'll do anything to stay with him because he has been nothing but a blessing in my life & I am thankful for having a chance to share so many wonderful moments with him. Its just not the same with anybody else.
When we look into eachothers eyes....we see it all...its so hard to explain. I never want to look away.
I want this around forever.