i just want to go HOME
After losing Artur.......I was devasted and still am. Now I lost somebody else. The person that I loved the most in the whole fucking world.
Ive been living a lie.
I cant believe this has really happened. Did I do the right thing? ='[ Ive never been so low in my life. Not only did I lose him...but I lost almost every part of me. & I can never get that back....
God, help me.