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Ok well today was pretty good but... ieven tho its already 9 30 i have a feeling that its going 2 get a lot worse because A gage is leaving in almost 5 days and 2 1/2 hours and i really dont want 2 lose him...plus i have 2 go into the room me and nikki were sharing 2 nite and pack up all of the clothes that she didnt bring 2 kentucky...i dont want 2...its going 2 b so hard 2 c every thing that she left and think of all the memories and all the things that we used 2 do that we canat do ne more...but the good news is that A. im prolly gonna b able 2 go over 2 preston hills 2 c abi and nat and i cant wait 4 that because even tho i saw abi the other day it was only 4 like 2 min and i havent seen nat n like 2 monthes and i do miss him and B. i mite get 2 go up 2 virginia where all of my family lives b4 the end of the summer and hopefully when i do nikole can come stay with us because that is all i truly want and i miss more than ne thing!! So im gonna go but i love u guys so much and i cant wait till i can c yall again!!
~Nichole
im adding this at like 12:45 in the morning... im so bored...and im kida depressed 2...i just felt like typing something... i had 2 pak all of nikkis clothes up...i really wanted 2 like fraken start crying but i woodnt let myself...ive cried 2 much over all this stuff and i dont need 2 ne more!! But damn it was so hard...because i was thinking about things that we used 2 do and then i pulled out this shirt that is like litterally the ugliest shirt in the world which reminded me of the trip we took 2 myrtle beach and that was what made me almost cry and i guess im just trying to think that she mite be coming back but i also have this feeling that it isnt going 2 happen and people keep telling me 2 think possitive but it doesnt help...on the plus side the day gage leaves i get 2 go over and hang with abi and nat for a little while so at least i wont have 2 b alone...but i still dont want him 2 leave!! Only 5 days :(
~Nichole
im adding this at like 12:45 in the morning... im so bored...and im kida depressed 2...i just felt like typing something... i had 2 pak all of nikkis clothes up...i really wanted 2 like fraken start crying but i woodnt let myself...ive cried 2 much over all this stuff and i dont need 2 ne more!! But damn it was so hard...because i was thinking about things that we used 2 do and then i pulled out this shirt that is like litterally the ugliest shirt in the world which reminded me of the trip we took 2 myrtle beach and that was what made me almost cry and i guess im just trying to think that she mite be coming back but i also have this feeling that it isnt going 2 happen and people keep telling me 2 think possitive but it doesnt help...on the plus side the day gage leaves i get 2 go over and hang with abi and nat for a little while so at least i wont have 2 b alone...but i still dont want him 2 leave!! Only 5 days :(