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Suddenly I'm wide awake.
I was going to go to bed around 11:30 while contemplating whether or not to go to my 8 am recitation. I started reading and that question was answered with a resounding "NO!" Finished read I think the last 150 pages. Finished around 1. It's called The Master Butchers' Singing Club. Sounds like a strange title, I know, and I can't exactly tell you what it's about. But I do know that everyone should read it.
I attempted to go to sleep after that, but, as usual, I got to thinking and now I'm wide awake.
And it's all about stupid Kevin. We've barely spoken in the past two weeks. When we do speak it's completely banal everyday conversation. When it first seemed tbat things between us had sputtered out (before even really beginning) I was angry. But now I'm just stunned I guess. The main problem is that I shouldn't have ever liked him and I shouldn't still like him now. But I keep on going back to how sweet he was before he freaked out of whatever and reverted back to his anti-social, egotistic ways. I thought the time we spent together was really really great. I guess I just don't understand why that wasn't enough for him.
I was going to go to bed around 11:30 while contemplating whether or not to go to my 8 am recitation. I started reading and that question was answered with a resounding "NO!" Finished read I think the last 150 pages. Finished around 1. It's called The Master Butchers' Singing Club. Sounds like a strange title, I know, and I can't exactly tell you what it's about. But I do know that everyone should read it.
I attempted to go to sleep after that, but, as usual, I got to thinking and now I'm wide awake.
And it's all about stupid Kevin. We've barely spoken in the past two weeks. When we do speak it's completely banal everyday conversation. When it first seemed tbat things between us had sputtered out (before even really beginning) I was angry. But now I'm just stunned I guess. The main problem is that I shouldn't have ever liked him and I shouldn't still like him now. But I keep on going back to how sweet he was before he freaked out of whatever and reverted back to his anti-social, egotistic ways. I thought the time we spent together was really really great. I guess I just don't understand why that wasn't enough for him.