Mar 02, 2005 18:02
Joe: "What did your girlfriend say about that message I told you to give her for me?"
Me: "I told her how you wouldn't have sex with me for all the times you were willing to talk when i needed it."
Joe: "What'd she say about that?"
Me: "She said she'd have sex with me."
Joe: "Sweeeet"
well today was better. yesterday was pretty suky though. i went to eb and joe was like hey man you feeling better? i was like eh yeah. he was like you're such a liar dude i can tell you feel like crap. i was like hey thanks joe. lol. anyways today was better for real though. i think its bc we started getting flight info. we're gonna talk to christi's gma today and see if its gonna be okay with her to take christi to the airport. if yes, then we're buying the ticket tonight. the price went up some. but oh well. still not too shabby. dustin poured water on kara's back today in the student center. that was freakin hilarious. bc it wasnt a whole lot so just standing there she couldnt feel it. so i took the liberty of walking over and mashing it in for her lol. man i wish someone would have had a camera for that. her reaction was awesome. omg she's funny. she jumped like 10 feet. after that laura asked me for a ride to the gas station real quick cuz she wanted to get a coffee. when we got back we had like 10 mins b4 class started. all we did today was write a little in class paper over young goodman brown. which i didnt read. ahem. anyways. then prince came over and we played YsII for a while and i helped dad rotate the tires on the suburban. then prince left and i went to pick mom up and came home. i called christi earlier and her mom answered and we talked about christi flying out here. she said it was fine with her. awesome. moving on. right now i feel...sorta upset but not really bad. i was talking to joe the other night and he was telling me he understands if im upset but not to let it totally mess me up for the next few weeks like the breakup did. he told me how he was starting to get really concerned about me. i didnt even know joe cared that much. he asked me if i had thought about suicide bc the way i had been acting those few weeks. just all this stuff. i'm glad all that's going away. he said anytime i need to talk he wants me to call, even if its 4 in the morning. he said he never wanted to see me that bad again. ian's been upset lately too. his cat just died. it just got really sick and couldnt eat and all this stuff and it finally died the other day. that really sucks. i think he's alright though. i'm gonna see about going to his apartment this weekend and just hanging out with him and gippy. and sometime over spring break me, prince ryan and MAYBE joe are all going to houston for a day. mom and debi are still going on their vacation. they're going to like florida and virginia and the carolinas and all this crap. im so freakin jealous. oh well. i'll find my happiness when christi's plane lands. anyways i guess this is long enough. i have a headache. im gonna go talk to my baby. ill ttya'll later. bye for now.