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Apr 04, 2005 23:12

I had that talk with eric today........im sad now

It wasnt abou tme cutting my arm...it was about him and me...we have an "issue" thats been going on for like...7 months (ever since we got back out again) ....he's not sure (STILL!) what he wants.....and it upsets me.

...i'll be paitent...i'll wait....i'm just scared that what it's gonna come to is either a "break" or a "break-up" ....i dunno. I'm really scared. I love him so much. Nate said a breaks prolly what we need....eric needs to get his thoughts together...i'm just afraid what it'll conclude to. Like....even though nate has a gut feeling that itll be good...i can't trust a stomach. I need to trust thoughts....even though thoughts are deceiving...i dunno

......this all hurts my head..i need help and love...
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