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I can't believe this. I am in complete shock right now...I'm shaking.
Jeff Caffery, a really good friend of our family, passed away last night. i guess he had a slipped disc and went for surgery. Kathleen went to take him home last night and he died on the way home. He was only 36 years old, and has a wonderful 4 year old son Ryan.
::holds tears back:: He was such an awesome guy. He and his wife were so awesome to me, I loved them so much...and he's gone now. I can never hear him laughs again, joke around with Joe when it comes to Ryan and Natalie...Never feel his hugs anymore...it's weird.
I miss him, it's just a complete shock because no one would ever think it would happen...not now.
It just makes me think. So often I want to die, I wish I had never even EXISTED, but I'm still here. And there are some who are so happy and content with their lives. They want to live life and enjoy it, but pass on too soon...not when it was their time. If anyone feels this way as I do, think of what i write, because it will make you think too.
It makes me feel so selfish and that I should've been the one dead then him. I hope his family, even mine, can cope well....all my condolences i give to them. I love you Jeff Caffery, Rest in peace our friend, and you will always stay in our thoughts...
~June 23, 2005~
Jeff Caffery, a really good friend of our family, passed away last night. i guess he had a slipped disc and went for surgery. Kathleen went to take him home last night and he died on the way home. He was only 36 years old, and has a wonderful 4 year old son Ryan.
::holds tears back:: He was such an awesome guy. He and his wife were so awesome to me, I loved them so much...and he's gone now. I can never hear him laughs again, joke around with Joe when it comes to Ryan and Natalie...Never feel his hugs anymore...it's weird.
I miss him, it's just a complete shock because no one would ever think it would happen...not now.
It just makes me think. So often I want to die, I wish I had never even EXISTED, but I'm still here. And there are some who are so happy and content with their lives. They want to live life and enjoy it, but pass on too soon...not when it was their time. If anyone feels this way as I do, think of what i write, because it will make you think too.
It makes me feel so selfish and that I should've been the one dead then him. I hope his family, even mine, can cope well....all my condolences i give to them. I love you Jeff Caffery, Rest in peace our friend, and you will always stay in our thoughts...
~June 23, 2005~