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ugh i am soooo fucking sick right now. i tried taking a hot shower adn it didnt help.... ihave a fever of 102 and i think im going to die... ha ha although that is [ossible cuz i get pneumonia wicked easily again i hope i get better. so i came home and went on myspace.....saw new pics of dave and liz... makes me sad. i also made myself even sadder by reading his lj from a long time ago... we were so happy... there was one post that said he was always going to have feelings for me... too bad that was a lie. *siGH* there two really nice boys that wanna be with me... tom who wants me to go on a cruise to tahiti... eh not too sure on that... thats what i was going to get dave for his bday this year when we were still together.. so idk.. it would be akward.... then theres josh who is soooo sweet... but no.... i have to be stupid and in love with someone who doesnt love me back anymore.. or perhaps never did. people just dont give on love like that. but i hope hes doing well and happy. at least one of us are. well im going to go lay down and sleep b4 i go to dance... which reminds me... i have to change my solo and start a new one cuz this one was for dave...