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[down_again_4now]

my brother had an MRI and the results came back abnormal.
my mom had to tell me because my brother wouldn't.
basically that means that he has to go in for more tests, more MRIs.
my moms new boyfriend recommended the doctor his son goes to because his son has cancer.

his results haven't come back abnormal since his operation...
so so many years ago.
i just keep thinking...why is it always him?
and i also think, god i hope it was a glitch.

if only cancer was contagious, then i could blame somebody for all the pain.