*Locked from Koga... and Dari*
We weren't meant to be this way.
I hate feeling this way.
Like I can't help him. Like I'm the reason he needs help.
And I've felt this way before. I never wanted to feel it again. It makes me sick to the stomach. I jut wanna throw up or make myself sick until I can because somehow that's gonna make me feel better- or punish me at the very least so I feel like I should.
God, please help me. I am slipping.
I hate feeling this way.
Like I can't help him. Like I'm the reason he needs help.
And I've felt this way before. I never wanted to feel it again. It makes me sick to the stomach. I jut wanna throw up or make myself sick until I can because somehow that's gonna make me feel better- or punish me at the very least so I feel like I should.
God, please help me. I am slipping.