if I'm flying solo, at least I'm flying free
- Having one of those nights where the time just dribbled away into nothing. How the hell is it 1:30 am??
- Thought I'd poke around LJ, see what everyone is up to.... but it feels like everyone has taken me off their friends lists, or just isn't posting, or commenting, or something. I don't know. I guess it's just awfully lonely tonight.
- I need to bite the bullet, but it's really, really, really, really hard to do. It's been over four years.
- If I start an episode of something, it will put me up WAY later than I intended. Not to mention "one" episode always turns into FIVE. Hrmmmph.
- My sinuses are all wonky from trying to get over this damn cold.
- I'm worried about our finances, mostly the whole Saving for a Wedding thing. And my parents are on rocky ground, so they're not exactly a safety net.
- Our apartment is a MESS and I want to throw out everything I own and start over.
OKAY, OKAY, POSITIVE THINGS, BEFORE I DEPRESS MYSELF INTO CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP:
+ It's Saturday. Sure, I'm at home, but it's cozy, and pajamatastic, and I have tomorrow to SLEEP IN.
+ Deposited Wes' second paycheck, WOOHOOOO.
+ Tomorrow is another relatively mellow day, before I meet up with folks for the Bowl that is Super.
+ Apartment may be messy, but kitchen is CLEAN, whew.
+ Saw betweenthebliss and sekala today, and met laulan, and had a fabulous, amazing afternoon. God, I love my friends.
+ Listening to great music earlier, must put more on before wallowing tries to swallow me whole again.
++ Just found the Glee Soundtrack Volumes 1 & 2 that I had on my desktop, and now I'm listening to Defying Gravity. Things, as they were, are better.
Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.
- Thought I'd poke around LJ, see what everyone is up to.... but it feels like everyone has taken me off their friends lists, or just isn't posting, or commenting, or something. I don't know. I guess it's just awfully lonely tonight.
- I need to bite the bullet, but it's really, really, really, really hard to do. It's been over four years.
- If I start an episode of something, it will put me up WAY later than I intended. Not to mention "one" episode always turns into FIVE. Hrmmmph.
- My sinuses are all wonky from trying to get over this damn cold.
- I'm worried about our finances, mostly the whole Saving for a Wedding thing. And my parents are on rocky ground, so they're not exactly a safety net.
- Our apartment is a MESS and I want to throw out everything I own and start over.
OKAY, OKAY, POSITIVE THINGS, BEFORE I DEPRESS MYSELF INTO CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP:
+ It's Saturday. Sure, I'm at home, but it's cozy, and pajamatastic, and I have tomorrow to SLEEP IN.
+ Deposited Wes' second paycheck, WOOHOOOO.
+ Tomorrow is another relatively mellow day, before I meet up with folks for the Bowl that is Super.
+ Apartment may be messy, but kitchen is CLEAN, whew.
+ Saw betweenthebliss and sekala today, and met laulan, and had a fabulous, amazing afternoon. God, I love my friends.
+ Listening to great music earlier, must put more on before wallowing tries to swallow me whole again.
++ Just found the Glee Soundtrack Volumes 1 & 2 that I had on my desktop, and now I'm listening to Defying Gravity. Things, as they were, are better.
Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.